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so....i've reached a age where death is foreseeable...that not meant to sound tragic, just kinda practical....i wonder..looking at all the books in my shelves...is there time to read them all....things like that...i started logging each day with a photograph...this made possible by the gift of a digital camera from my kids this Christmas....they knew i was upset that i killed my old 70 buck Cannon 35mm , but wanted to bring me up to the new millennium...so it provides an instant response...so i got the thinking about just logging 1 photo a day....what this does in essence is drive a focus to find something worth capturing each and every day...it opens your eyes...it is a positive....yeah yeah, each days a gift sort of thing....but put yourself in a mindset that tomorrow might be the last day...that makes today kinda special don't it...it's really that simple.....then how come we don't get it....or we do get it, how come we don't keep it in our focus?
another different thing for our generation...we get to look back on our lives thru the web,social networks...what you will...it's good and bad...for you throw a former lovers name into the serach and when she comes up your disappointed over how she looks....forgetting that you have aged just as bad or worse.....it was so much nicer to recollect them in our imaginations...where they are just as beautiful as they were those years ago.....so it goes...